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2010-03-22T07:26:00.009+08:00

My blog is dead.. yes DEAD!! Don't know what to blog about anymore.
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NS

2009-06-28T22:07:00.003+08:00

First post of my life in ns! Life as a recruit totally SUX! But i'm fortunate to be in a section with the best people available.. helpful, creative and funny~ whats more we're the only section with no malays! =p but its NOT that i'm racist =x but i guess its better since we're all chinese and we could speak in our dialects. our platoon sergant is also one of the lenient ones..he also hates being in ns and always emoing about life sux LOL but I feel that when he erupts, our platoon will literally DIE =/ and if he erupts means our platoon is FUBAR(you can find the meaning of that your own =D) anyways.. no choice still gotta endure on as the training gets tougher and tougher~ haiz.. sux to be us =/

Artixskyx, Paul

NS

2009-05-19T17:30:00.001+08:00

Going to serve national service on the 5th of june~ so won't be blogging at the moment!

CHINA TRIP2

2008-12-16T12:08:00.011+08:00

China trip part 2!

okay! to backtrack abit.. [n p] = No Photos
--Day 1: Singapore -> Qingdao--
Zhanqiao Bridge which symbolized Qingdao[n p]
Ba-da-guan(Eight-pass) famous for its gardens and roads.
XiaoYuShan(Little Fish Hill)
Small Qingdao

--Day 2:Qingdao--
Mt. Laoshan Beijuyshhui Scenic area[water fall climing part]
Shi Lao Ren Scenic area(Stone Old man)[not si lao ren hor~]
Qingdao Beer Brewery
unknown (place of maple leaves. famous for wedding photos)
unknown (Some Marshal mansion)
Musical Square[n p]
Wusi Square[n p]
Shopping in Zhongshan Road[n p]

--Day 3: Qingdao --> Yantai--

As early as 7am we set off a 2.5 hours bus trip to Yantai~

Its possible to see the sun without any glare because its covered by a thick fog!

-{Penglai Pavilion Tourist Area}-
Known as Fairyland on Earth (lol) One of the four famous towers in China. The legend of Eight Fairies Crossing the Sea(ba xian guo hai) and the natural wonder of mirage have won worldwide reputation.

Not supposed to climb up..but I suppose they don't care..

thick fog~

-{Penglai Water Fortress}-
Most completely preserved ancient naval base in China.

from far theres some similarities from the great wall of china~

houses~

houses..boats.. and thick fog

no idea..

how to read >.< (? ? jian ren)?? LOL

Display of flowers

The umm thingy where you write your wishes and swing it up the tree

er.. donno why she took this.

contrast too high! skin becomes white!

Cannons~

Looks like Great wall eh?

a photo without my evil aunt~ ^^

some famous general..like liu bei that kind.. forgotten to rotate =x

It is only now then we arrived at Yantai~ The places above are just along the way.
-{Zhang Yu Wine Brewery}-[n p]
Full of grape wine smell inside.. its just not allowed to take photos.. I secretly took afew though.. sadly its gone LOL we got to try red and white wine and teaching us wine making process and look at their gallery and history and stuff.. some of their wine bottles are unique though.. not to mention cheap too..

Arrived at one they called Crescent shaped curve or something.. the photos are taken at the pitch black night! I took some photos as well but can't see a thing because its all black! I don't know why my cousin's camera can make night time look like day time =.=

Stone dolphin? lol

This bridge is REALLY DANGEROUS! from far it looks like one whole stone road but its many small wooden planks together! and the holes are like more than one foot apart! its really scary LOL one wrong move and you'll drop down!

Looks like the abalone brand symbol isn't it? LOL

That's the end of day 3!

China Trip

2008-12-13T14:30:00.021+08:00

CHINA TRIP PART 1!

Yo~ Finally time for me to explain about my trip in china! okay.. first about my day, I'm supposed to sit for my bio exam but I was LATE! sadded.. I had to reschedule it lor. Headed to Singapore Expo to meet my cousin to pass me the photos. While waiting I went to the anime Expo and yeah.. as expected there were many cosplayers there. Well.. I can say that most of them their dressing were good.. looks wise er.. *cough* No comments :D but there was one which I thought was quite nice its er Lenalee from DGM but when she turned around I was FREAKED OUT because it was an auntie LOL. Then after like 5-10 mins I headed back home.. had no interest in the anime expo haha..

Ok about my China Trip~~ The photos were erm.. not much of me so don't expect much of my photos LOL and i'm going to try to cut it short..because if i don't.. its going to be looooooong~

The first day was already a disaster =p In the plane.. my sits got swapped because someone from the same tour group sat on my sit.. so I was already "wth" but nvm.. I ended up sitting somewhere in the middle with strangers. Then when they serve drinks, I got an orange juice.. then a person infront of me which is also from the tour group.. keep jerking the sit which was attached to a cup holder where I put the cup of orange juice on it. Moreover she pushed down the sit which wasn't allowed during meal time!!!! Causing my orange juice to spill on my jeans =.= I was already damn pek cek but I kept quiet.. and ugh forget it.. The whole flight was 6 hours and I was totally bored and angry LOL

Then after we arrived It was COLD~ but not really that cold yet because the temperature was like only 7 degrees.. so the first day we didn't put on any winter wear.. and we started to view the places liao.. anyway I didn't bother to know the history of the places because I was TIRED haha.. so not much to say.. its just SIGHT SEEING just look at the pics..

Some place where people fly kites lolz..

My cousin and my "EVIL" aunt..

2nd place~~

Looks like veggie eh?

er.. theres some history for that mushroom thingy.. but I forgotten what =.=

This is some popular place and when its at night the lights are beautiful~ its just an attraction and some sight seeing..Looks alot like esplanade in singapore eh?

Ok End of 1st day! I'm not sure if i'm missing out anything because some places my cousin didn't take photo.. Went to a hotel and had dinner and went to sleep! (No photos >.<) In my phone I took alot but too bad my memory card formatted itself =x 2nd day!--- Some river.. lol actually we're climbing up a water fall..Stones....

Seriously I don't know what happened to this pic.. look at the right side.. lol

Another.. upper river?Another stone tablet of somesort of thing lol..

somemore pics of it..yeah another one..(getting sian..)Still got a long way up~~~

Smiling like some idiot~Gave up climbing because its still too far LOL and yeah theres a teatable somewhere.. but its fake de =x just to take pictures..

Beer factory!! We went to try the fresh beer and omg it was AWESOME I gulped down 6 mugs without knowing it =x I bought some "beer nuts" back to sg too.. sl and nic theres a box for you each :D too bad no pictures... my cousin never take them.. (but she did took the manufacturing factory)

Another place er..full of somekind of leaves like maple leaves like that(theres other photos but lazy to upload lol..)
Saw a rose which was HUGE so took a pic of it..

Another type of garden? I wonder if they are edible..Trees~Even more trees.................................omg this is going to go on forever.. nvm i'll cut short the boring pics LOL my cousin didn't take much pics of certain places.. so I might forget..

The whole tour group excluding my "good aunt" my 2 cousins and myself..

Some statue..shit forgotten to rotate.. anyway its a naked statue~ only 18+ can see it :D

Got a story behind the statue.. the woman became a stone because someone jealous or something la.. but this is HUMAN CRAFTED not a real person become statue lolz

Next is some Marshal's mansion...
flowers..

more flowers.......This is the marshal's mansion... its over 100+ years old o.O

This light is made of real precious stones o.Ospoilt waterfall?

Took somemore photos before we left.. and I guess that's the end of the 2nd day.. before that we went for shopping.. and my "evil" aunt don't even give us money.. =.= At first she told me and my cousin's parents not to exchange anymoney because she will provide~ and later on she didn't want to provide us.. that made me fed up with her =.= later on in the days she even critize me and my cousin.. in front of the tour group! saying we were TROUBLESOME! And donno what she tell them la.. the whole tour group like see me and my cousin with a kind of eyes.. From now on when I see her face I will bu shuang liao.. ok but no pics of the shopping.. my cousin never took haha..

Day 3~

On day1-2 we were in qingdao... day 2 we moved to another area.. its like 2 hours of travelling on bus.. but i'll continue next time.. its too many pics in one post haha.. anyways during the days our meals are like 10 course meal for lunch and dinner.. and buffet for breakfast! its a hell lot of food =.= and as for the hotels, we changed hotels everyday. Everyday we set off early because the sky gets dark by 5pm in china =.= ok so i'll continue part 2 maybe on monday :D

2008-12-12T21:44:00.003+08:00

Changed my blogskin to a more simplier one lol. It might not be as nice as the previous but at least its much simple =x As for my china trip~~ my cousin can't send the photos to me because her windows vista security too high.. so this saturday, she'll save the photos onto a thumbdrive and send me =D

Short and Simple

2008-10-31T05:01:00.002+08:00

Okay...its been quite awhile since my last post. Thats because I've got nothing to say.. but yeah now I got something, I'll make it short and simple~ I lost 2.4k =X now i'm trying to get my money back yeah~ so i've been stressed and cracking my brains alittle.. I hope i can xD If not then.. well I'll just leave it as that ^^

Signing off~

ArtixSky
Paul

1st retest PASSED

2008-09-21T23:52:00.004+08:00

I've taken my 1st "retest" on the 18th~ and it went bad! It was like out of all the 60 questions, I only knew how to answer like 5 questions =.= Well, I didn't want to fail again because if I do, I MUST pay another US$50 =.= so I went over the questions over and over and over again, changing answers even though I don't know which was correct lol.. I even prayed haha..

Today, the results came and woo I passed! Ah.. but its not over yet. I have ONE more retest =.= Hope i'll pass the next one xD

Thats all for this post~

ArtixSky, Paul

a childish encounter O.O

2008-09-15T19:58:00.003+08:00

Woot~ Someone made me do one extra post =D

It's the first time i've received such childish things though haha interesting..

Ok~ as you can see i've changed my blogger msn to a whole new one not because i'm scared of the above brat xD The blogger msn belonged to my previous comp so I can't be the master not even in my own blog =.=

About the above brat~ No offence if anybody by the name of "Xinni" sees this LOL because its just the nickname the brat chose.

Anyway~ just to let him know he hasn't affected me in anyway.. in fact I pity this guy's family haha judging from his way of scolding..
1) He's a kid.. If hes not then omg.. shame on you.. and your family =D
2) He's quite an low IQ person
3) Act beng~ real bengs won't be so childish LOL
4) In reality "chicken wuss" in front of the computer screen~ (ff8) =p
5) Has a really sad & pathetic life since he proberly offended many
6) Cursed..in regards to the previous point =D

If the brat is seeing this~(which he proberly won't or stay hidden) please feel free to introduce yourself and write something =) Don't worry..I won't mind if your name is awful or if you're a dropout.

But heres a note for the brat to notice: Maybe you might know me~ or came here through someone's blog.. but I admire you for going through and reading my posts ^^ I'm not afraid, as a matter a fact, feel free to drop by sometime again but I encourage you.. Be a man! =D

2008-09-11T02:04:00.004+08:00

Today's 11th september~ Marcus and KT are going to serve their National service today! All the best there =D Had alittle fun with withe photos haha..
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Ok enough of that~ I'm more stressed than before.. I failed another exam and I gotta retake =.= another US$50 bucks gone Zzz.. But still.. why do I get the feeling that i'm still not studying hard enough like my buddies and friend o.O argh.. i'll just move on with life and see what happens =)

Signing out~

ArtixSky, Paul

lalala

2008-09-06T01:59:00.005+08:00

Come~ Lame abit =D

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SPECIAL "SHORT" EPISODE OF MISSING!
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*INSERT MISSING MUSIC HERE*

Four guys were reported missing after heading to the new changi airport terminal 3 on 31st Auguest 2008. They were last seen after sending their friend Mr.Ho off to China.
Mysterously..Previous photos of them mysterously caught fire and was burnt to ashes and image files were corrupted and unable to open.

However! There was one which was taken in the airport just before they went missing. It coulden't burn because it was made out of high-end plantinum plates with the latest metal printing technology and super holy anti burning varnish protection. Instead we discover an change in the photo that was unexplainable! O.O The picture is shown below *Not for the faint hearted*
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As seen above, no scientific proof can explain what happened to the photo. The damaged caused the colour to wear off and something unexplainable was that the faces of the four missing guys were literally erased O.O! Experts say that the middle guy whose face isn't erased named Mr.Ho is still somewhere in China and currently gone into hiding. Reports found out that Mr.Ho has something to do with this mysterous dissappearence of the 4 guys. Weirdly the whole world knows that he'll be back on the 12th of october.. Hopefully he will tell us what actually happened.

We heard reports and claims that the 4 guys are actually still alive and are living normal lives. How true is that? Lets hope that Mr.Ho will tell us everything once he returns...

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End of Episode
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PS: LOL

ArtixSky~
Paul

A new post~

2008-09-02T01:12:00.003+08:00

Hello again! I just feel so bad for not blogging.. lol. I'll just be relax this time and type out what my fingers want me to type =)

Anyway I just felt that blogs aren't really suitable for telling really secret stuffs because people will be viewing it =X not to mention that you gotta make your post really..er formal? so our posts will mostly had some differences with what you REALLY think~ anyway certain things can't be explained clearly in a blog.

I'll be going to some part of china (forgotten) with my cousins and aunts on the end of november till 1st of december. All this while I actually never sat a plane, and I really wanted to sit on one and travel..but this china trip I'm going just suddendly somehow doesn't interest me. Maybe I think it would be boring to travel with people that I don't really know well. Other than my parents, I'm not close to everyone else in my family. They are like in the outer part of my social circle lol.. About the china trip, I'm kinda unhappy about it for some unknown reason in me =.=' I did told my parents that i'm actually not interested but they said I should go since I never sat a plane before and it might be my one and only trip o.O

But anyway I would just feel so damn boring when thinking about the china trip. I would want a interesting life consisting of events happenings..yeah maybe that's the reason why many people took the wrong path of life~ e.g mixing with bad company and things happening everytime. It makes people feel more "Alive" eh? like a fantasy lolz.. they played too much games or watch too much manga or tv =X Neh.. I would hate a life like that. But if there was just something else, that would make me feel that its worth living it would be good~

Okay~~ enough of that stuff. About my studies.. In my Western Civilization subject my final score is a 70/100 and I got a "C-" Knowing how bad my marks are in my secondary school I thought I did not bad..BUT! My school failed me and said I must score at least a "C" grade! which is at least 73/100. Thats like only 3 marks! And to retake my exams I gotta pay USD$50 wth =.= that's about SGD$70-80? I'm damn pissed with this thingy..but.. come to think of it, what can I do about it? Just grit my teeth and bare with it. Well..I could save some money by not eating anything that I have to pay~ (No matter what there would sure be some food that my parents would afford for me =D)

The time is near for me serving National Service(NS)~ I'm sure those whose age are close to mine and are not in yet are already thinking about it regularly(KT and Marcus entering NS on 11th sept).. I just had my NS medical checkup~ and I thought that I would be posted to pesC. Sadly.. I was posted to B =.= However, My biggest problem is not about where i'm posted to, it's how am I going to continue my studies after that.. I've heard that people woulden't have the motivation to study anymore after NS. I hope it isn't that case for me..

One last thingy~ My handphone spoilt! Well.. at least partically, its the link I used to connect my headphones or to my computer or charger..It got burned =.= so... until it's repaired, I can't post phone pictures~ Also, I'm kinda lazy to head over to simlim to get it repaired..its proberly gonna be quite costly too.

PS:...nothing to say, I just thought adding a PS would be fun lol

That's it for now, signing off

Boring life

2008-05-27T17:24:00.005+08:00

Sorry, I just have no idea what to blog about.. My life is just utterly boring. It's also too boring to blog about my boring life. Now I ask myself this question like how fionut asked. "How is your life?"

Actually I should ask myself if I do really have a life? Days, weeks and months passes by.. The only thing I do is study..eat..sleep. Source of entertainment? My computer.. Everything is at HOME. For the past week, I've been rushing all my "Late" assignments.. but I wondered, why am I doing all this for? Because up till now, I still don't have any goal in life. So, what am I living for? lol

I don't have many friends like most people do, my buddies are my only friends. put aside those from the internet, I'm even studying in an isolated school in my isolated home with no chance of making new contacts. I'm also an introvert towards my family.. I rarely contact my closest cousin, she has her own friends and her own life too. Same for my buddies.

Outings? well, yeah.. of course I still go on outings. Either than outing with my buddies which occurs quite rarely since my O'levels, the rest of the outings are a "must". Out with parents to places I don't really wish to go, or places where I'm out alone to run an errand for them( aren't those outings as well? )

This feels kinda..different? compared to the lives of everyone i knew. Well..I guess even though I self-proclaimed that i'm fine being a lone ranger, but a part of me wanted to confide on someone eh? But who? Everybody got their own lives and someone to confide to.
My parents? nah..they're dissappointed in me (for certain reasons) the same that I'm dissappointed in myself. Maybe even God that I believed in is dissappointed too eh?

But whoa..i'm not seeking any attention here and I totally understand that there are others out there who are much worse and yet they are able to handle it. heh heh, I guess i'm weak.

So..do I have a life? I don't even know myself. Someone as useless as myself be better off non-existant? Still the things that are holding me up are how people I know would feel if I weren't around. Even though its not many but of course I know there's some =) so I can't be that selfish.

But sometimes I would also wish a meteorite would fall and wipe off everyone so I needn't worry. But thats selfish too huh? lolz.

As I look about how I get by my everyday live, I can't help but obviously call myself a NEET~

Till next time~ but I don't know when tho =X

ArtixSkyX, Paul

okok..

2008-04-15T10:42:00.003+08:00

Okok....=.= I'll blog.. its your fault nic that you made me died =X (in cabal)

Nah.. i purposely died xD

More stressful in my studies..as my school's Stupid director enable subjects for me without letting me know and now the subjects are gonna expire and i haven't even ordered the textbooks! Even after I have ordered, they said that once the textbooks have arrived they will inform me AND THEY DIDN'T! (so lucky for those that isn't in my school =.=)

Anyway.. Thanks everybody for remembering my birthday~ SL, Nic, WM, KT & Min. Now, over to the details..

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12th April
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1 day before my birthday.. It was a pretty normal day actually. My parents were at home..Father got a new 5 day week job (still goes to prayer meeting on saturday). I was expecting SL to come later in the day as he told me that hes coming the day before. I did get suspicious because everybody's keeping quiet about my birthday =p But I did get some clues that they were discussing about it when mindy told me that sl suggested buying me a voodoo doll to curse marcus LOL.

Heres SL's plan:
1) He calls Nic and WM (Min and KT coulden't come)
2) Meet them near my house
3) Order Pizzahut
4) Goes up to my house and pretend its all normal~
5) Pizza comes and surprises me~
6) Double surprise by the appearence of Nic and WM

What really happened:
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I was tired.. and so decided to take a nap.

Then Nic suddendly send a phone message to me "Now i'm headin to paul's house le. K"(LMAO he sent wrong) and tried to cover up by saying "Eh? Sorry send wrong. I going to my sentosa colleague house. Same name as u. lol. He fracture his leg. lol". Which then leads me into suspicision~ But bleh~ I fell back asleep =p

(SL's side)
SL then meets up with Nic and WM and orders pizza... then to make sure everything goes according to his plan..he heads up to my house.

(Back to my side)
He phoned me while I was sleeping soundly..and I was like "WHAT!? so fast coming up?!" I quickly got up and prepare everything..

(At the same time at SL's side)
After coming out of the lift, SL heads to my doorstep only to find that.. The Pizza delivery guy is already outside the door =X *Panick stricken* =p and so he knocks on my door..

I opened and said hi to SL and I'm like "er..huh? why is the pizza guy here?" (no shock as I just woke up >.<). SL, showing this face (-_-'l) comes in to my house and pays for the pizza.. But wait.. theres another surprise~ However, just when SL thinks theres still something, my father said to SL "Eh.. I thought Nicholas they all coming?" After hearing that, SL just stood there speechless.... and Nic and WM came knocking at our door~(Whole plan failed =p)

Still..I'm grateful that they came~ They got me two good looking clothes and one jacket. Nic told me that SL and him walked around the whole shopping mall O_O Thanks.. =D

Well..they just hanged around my house for awhile before Nic and WM had to go off earlier..SL left quite late at night~

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13th April
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Sian..My birthday and I've turned 19 =.= hate being older.. lol i'm serious =X anyway, I've decided to give my buddies a treat for being so nice, at Swensens!

My day actually started off pretty bad..After church I had a heated arguement with my father and leaving me quite moody. When I went home after church I just laid down on my sofa bed and sleep.. and last minute decided the time to meet lol. half-way through my sleeping time, I woke up by mindy's call and she said she's free and that she could come before I immidately fell asleep again.

And then when It's almost time, I woke up feeling sorta better, and headed for Plaza Singapura! Me, along with my parents met up with Sl, Nic and WM at swensens. I Tried calling mindy but no one answered (Sleeping..?). After we had our main course KT arrived and we had some other light snacks before we all headed home.

Thanks to all my buddies and friends who remembered and wish me a happy birthday ^^ even though I don't really like to be Older T_T

Paiseh..Never taken any pictures =X (Don't like to be on photos T.T)

Till..."NEXT" time~ lol

Paul, ArtixSkyX

After so long i decided to post again

2008-03-20T12:51:00.005+08:00

OH MY GOD~ I'm finally blogging again! Its been...so long since my last post. After so long I decided to blog again =.= fionut wanted me to post more about my life so.. alright~

Its 2 months since I've last posted =.= I bet people who see this blog will get bored because there isn't any updates LOL except for afew good ones like nicholas =X

Quite a number of things to say about since the last time i've blogged..but i've decided to cut it short~

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okok.. I know its waaaay past chinese new year now..but i haven't blogged about it T_T(I sound so lame).

During CNY eve, went to mindy's house for lunch..and we had bbq steamboat O_O. Why am I shocked? Because I've never had a bbq steamboat in a home before *_* only those soup-based steamboat lolz.. I guess i'm still living in the olden times. Mindy's parents prepared alot.. let me recall.. there was chicken, salmon fish, beef, prawns, sausages, abalone, fishballs, meatballs, veg, tofu, beancurd..and many many many things.. some I just don't know how to name them >.< I ate until soo full and there is still alot left =.= but I can't take in anymore..

Now dinner time is the horror..I'm bloated for lunch and now I have to attend my family's reunion dinner =.='l and we're having "potluck" for it.. (family decided to do something different and special) having no choice.. I ate =.= That's eve.. During the few days of cny, other than going around collecting red packets..I haven't eaten anything(still bloated from cny eve..) What can I say.. it was horrible.

--My Cousins and 2 aunts from my father's side-- My closest cousin is on the bottom left ^^

Then it comes the day where we have our friends visitation..(suggested by mindy)
First we visited...MY PLACE! We, as in Nicholas, ShengLoong, Wai Mun, Kwang Ta, Jane and Mindy. Xinyi wasn't free to come along.. ok! my place.. it was like er.. damn small? =.= I guess we sorta have a hard time moving around.. But at least there was some fun learning how to make "popiah" from my father LOL. My father recorded a dvd video clip of it.. but I don't know where he put it =.= I'll ask for it soon. After visiting my place, we went to Wai Mun's house. Jane had something on I think.. and had to go.

Wai Mun's house is like the opposite of mine.. =.= I live in a 2 room flat and him? semi-deteched.. Well anyway it's been long since I've last visited his place.. nothing much have changed though, but its still nice =)

Next~ Off to nicholas' place, "Currently" his house had gone though quite big renovations.. His gate changed to a much "higher class" type of gate.. and the rooms upstairs had air-con! won't feel damn zua(hot) liao.. And his comp upgraded too! and his comp is the most up-to-date compared to ours(at that time =D). We had new year snacks and soft-drinks there and chatted awhile before we're off to our final destination..

Mindy's place. hmm..How can I discribe her place? Just like a normal hdb flat >_> ok well, we had dinner there.. her father cooked herbal chicken which tastes really good, along with old cucumber soup *_*. Even though it was good yet there was too much =.= so..we coulden't really finish all of it..
Then we decided to play a game of Risk.. just SL, Mindy, Kt and me played. WM and Nic watched Tv and went off after awhile because it was late. meanwhile~ about the game of Risk, I WON! but by illegal tactics~.. shortly to say, I psycho-ed Kt into teaming up with me and letting me gaining the upperhand of the game lolz. After the game SL's father came to fetch us and we all went back to our homes~

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Accompany SL to buy a ps3! and OMG its so expensive.. close to $800 =.= And I got the privilage to play it! =) SL bought Devil May Cry 4, Dynasty Warriors 6, and some..shinobi game(Forgotten the name =.=) for the past few days after SL got a ps3, I've been ramming his house frequently to play =X and completed DMC4! xD

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Got to play Cabal Online, an mmorpg game. SL, Nic, their gfs, Xinyi and Jane played too. Its pretty addictive..and SL and Nic actually played for long long looong hours everyday =.= I coulden't really do that because of my studies T.T sad..

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Why did I suddenly wanna buy a new comp? This thought strucked me when I went to Nicholas' house to play cabal and found out that his game play is so damn smooth! without and jerks or lags.. =.= Mine was like lagging and jerking not only in games.. and my comp start-up can be as long as 30 minutes.. with lots of errors

So..I'm sorta pissed..and the NEXT day I went to buy a new comp LOL.. $1000. The fastest Processor in the market so far.. E8200 core2Duo along with addition 1gb ram for $35.. not like my old comp which costs around $90 just for 1gb =.=

Now i'm playing with no lags and errors =) but I think there will be after awhile.. =.= every comp have a certain lifespend..

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Ugh crap i'm going way behind my studies because of all these addictive games LOL..i'm kinda worried honestly =.= but i'm just gonna take it easy..and do my studies within my pace.. =.=V pray for me that i'll complete it in time? >.<
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just a slight change in "quantity".. in hair.. lol
Before~ (good hair but it hates me so much that it pricks my eye)

now =.= (oily hair with a pimple on the nose lol)

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Lame stuffs =X
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Woot!~ my father! (don't worry he isn't pointing that) ^^

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I gotta keep blogging somehow.. lol feels weird if i didn't blog for so long =.= for those who still remembers my blog, thanks xD

Ciao~
ArtixSkyx, Paul

2008-01-27T14:17:00.000+08:00

Hmm..updates.. Went to see "The Mist"
The movie is based on a Stephen King novel.. which is the same for the movie 1408~
The show is good..just that its purely based on the same location..(in the grocery store) but the acting was good i would admit..those people whom you like, you'll really like them..those whom you hate..you'll really hate them. Those who watched would know what i mean..=) The show was kinda depressing though.. as in the storywise.. and it gives you the depressing feeling because of the situation the people are in.. and the people who died. Except for one when everybody in the theatere clapped hands when that person died.(That feeling was damn song >.<) anyway..its a good show =) but I wonder..will people get the wrong idea about "christians" when they watched the show..because one of the actors potray a christian background..however its more like she belonged to a "Cult" instead.. Just a note~ Christians are not like "THAT" =)

Anyway..for those who are watching..be sure to take note of the "Fun" the people are having..
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And just a special note~
Don't hate her for she's just an actor =) LOL

Tats all the update for today..trying to keep this blog "alive"

ArtixSkyX, Paul

2008-01-19T01:26:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Bored and.....alone?

2008-01-17T12:29:00.000+08:00

Feeling so bored..

Bored in the morning and bored at night,
Bored even when there's something in sight.

Bored when I'm out and bored when I'm in,
Bored when I lose and bored when I win.

Bored when I eat and bored when I drink,
Bored when I wash the dishes in the sink.

Bored is my life and shall be it,
I will fall in chunks bit by bit..

Bored when I see things in the sky,
Bored when I laugh and bored when I cry.

Bored when I Audi,
Bored when I'm chatty.

Bored writing this poem and bored thinking up depressing rhymes.
Bored thinking I'm losing valuable times

Bored I am and bored I shall be,
So if you don't like it then don't mess with me.

Working life

2008-01-15T08:55:00.000+08:00

Sianness~

The alarm clock rings. Its time to get up.

Five more minutes you said, and it amazingly becomes fifteen.

You hurriedly got up and prepare for work.

A change of clothing, a streak of style,

A confident look across the mirror.

As you reached out the door.

Files, Papers, Cash, Cards, Mobile Phone - Checked.

As you ledge the door you check the time.

"Oh my gosh the minute is nine!"

You ran to the nearest station.

Board the train and took a seat.

Took a peep at the morning sky,

wondering why time never dies.

You glance at the passangers on board,

Feeling glad that they are gloomy just as you are.

Soon you want to catch a nap,

"Oh shit.." Its time to alight.

You lift your sleave to check the time,

Nevertheless to say, it's time to take flight.

The motivation to win againest time,

Pushed your way through just in the nick of time.

Do your greeting and your engines running,

Working endlessly with your sweat and blood,

Hoping for the noonday to come.

Then the minute and hour strikes twelve.

You rush out, nowhere to be found.

Savaging on anything you could find,

A plate or two to energize.

So you won't say "I'm going to die"

Then you go back and work your guts out,

Till dusk you are released with your toungue sticking out.

Perhaps something appetizing as a reward

For surviving this day throughout yourself.

Its getting late and you wonder why,

Time fast forwards when you enjoy.

You head back to the station and board the train.

Looking out at the depressive sky,

The moonlight shines on the tired skins.

On the way to your dreamland,

The train stops and snaps you out.

Dragging your legs step by step,

A familar gate stood before you.

upon opening,

dropping everything the moment you step in.

No time for entertainment,

No time for pleasures,

You laid on the bed,

Glancing at stars that seemed like sparkling tears.

As sorrow envelopes you,

You let out a sigh and close your eyes,

Wondering if there be a day,

where history just stops repeating..
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Thought of this anyhow..lol

ArtixSkyX, Paul

lala

2008-01-09T00:22:00.000+08:00

Eh....its been SOOO long since I updated eh?.. LOL sorry sorry =.= I don't know what topics to blog about..even now i don't know =.= Well..just to say afew things.. I've completed my maths~ YAY!! got 80/100 overall but still b- =.= now i have 5 more new subjects! (somebody kill me..T.T) ok well.. i'll try to update more later~ Cya~

Paul, ArtixSkyX

2007-12-15T22:44:00.000+08:00

Christmas day is only 10 days away~ I bet everybody's excited huh?

However, I feel dull instead.. The way I look at it, its gonna be one boring day. Maybe because I felt moody.. I'm far back on my studies, and I've haven't been able to settle some problems of my own..

Today, I went to simlim with SL, Nicholas and Xinyi to accompany SL to buy his comp ram. On the other hand, also to check if he's being scammed by a shop which sold him and xinyi psp and accessories.. and as expected they were right.. This pissed off sl and he ticked off the guy at the shop (good one!) many customers were there~ The guy still thick skin wor... Anyway hope the people there would realise that that shop is a scammer shop.. It scammed sl and xinyi of about $60.. if they hadn't know the orginal psp price in the beginning I bet they would scam more.. so beware~

Simlim Square level 2
Mobile Hut (Whole signboard is red and green wordings)

Anybody who came by this shop..don't hesitate to shout out loud that this is a scammer shop~ Those who like to didi xiao xiao de.. can di xiao that shop all you want lolz. Best is somebody can burn the whole shop down~

Alright, next Xinyi left and we went for an hour of Lan gaming..I sorta played until i almost fell asleep. After that we had our dinner.. or rather Nicholas had his dinner. Sl didn't eat anything and I just had a drink. Then, we headed back home. Today was pretty boring..but its better than staying at home =)

I'm kinda not giving a damn about christmas.. =.= I don't know why I felt this way either..
I guess i'm just tired of the harsh reality..

ArtixSky, paul

2007-12-04T01:57:00.000+08:00

Ok~ Time to update...
Went to church on sunday for its 70th anniversery celebration.. it was quite er.. grand? The worship singing had english/chinese and teochew languages. The music wasn't that nice.. and somehow when the choir sang, I just coulden't sing along for some unknown reason =.= After all the singing, there was a "looooooong" video of the church history, its events and its works. Followed by a chinese speech. Next, The introduction of VIP(Pastors as guests that came for the celebration). And finally an extremely boring message~ throughout the whole message i was sms-ing! bleah~ After that there was some announcements and we could leave the santuary hall.. The whole thingy took around 2.5 hours..

Some photos~

After leaving the Santuary hall, there was a dinner held at some hotel..but me and my parents didn't go. Instead we went to catch a movie, along with Mindy. We ate dinner at carl's jr at vivo city. The 4 of us could finish two meals.. and shockingly my father said he wasn't full and wanted another burger =.= but fortunately we didn't purchase another one ^^'

We went to watch the movie Enchanted..it wasn't a bad movie. Lots of singing and comedy..the storyline was great too~ It brought out the walts disney feeling.. But Stardust was still better.

After the movie we sort of got lost into how to get into the carpark =.= and spent quite sometime looking for the lobby lift when finally we got down the escalator to the carpark -.-

While we're looking for the exit, we came across er..some sign which had a bible verse in it.. John 3:17~ for some reason the picture felt..weird o.O maybe because i never post and bible verses stuff before? lolz.. ok well nevermind about that...

After that, my father sent Mindy home and returned home~

Ok~ back to doing my assignment...

Sian.

ArtixSky, Paul

Year end

2007-11-30T14:05:00.000+08:00

This year is coming to an end eh? Time sure flies unknowningly..

Some thoughts today..

Is life unfair?
They are born rich,
Others born poor.
Some have many companions,
Others forlorn and desolated..
Happy families amongst broken ones..
Handicaps longing to be normal,
The weak bullied by the strong,
It's harder to be good than being evil.

Those whose hope is to find their purpose in life,
Is being shattered when they suddendly lost their lives..
All the years of living comes down to nothing,
When their purpose is just to die?

Despite of all the problems..
Should I be thankful for being normal and alive?
Or envy my brother,
Who has already been taken to paradise..

ArtixSky, Paul

2007-11-24T00:44:00.000+08:00

Another post again.. Continuation from my previous post..

Before I left..I secretly took back my kh2 game..although I've forgotten my godhand but bleh.. nevertheless I got back what I wanted.

I thought I was free...but I was wrong. When I came back, finished blogging(previous post) I opened my wallet and I was like WTF!? MY IC GOT SWITCHED!! Marcus got mine and i got his! Damn suay.. So after I rested, I went to vivo city to meet up with marcus and change back our IC. Then we went to eat carls jr.

Then he wanted to play pool..so again..because of his birthday 24th nov, I gave in..and accompanied him to AMK to play pool.. then when its time to go, he doesn't want me to. He wants me to WATCH him play arcade. And you know what he said? "You owe me alot of money" =.= WTF? I pay for the chalet stuff.. the cab fair, vodka and the $40 I lent him not to mention the "Free Labour" I did for him. Then dragged dragged until its almost 12am..Before I told him that i'm gonna miss my train home, but he said its friday and that there would still be trains. But he forgotten that i had to transfer train. So in the end he took a train back and I took a cab feeling damn dulan.. In addition, PIE had a major traffic jam because of an accident.. and with midnight charge costed me 20 bucks!

From tuesday until now I've spent all the money I've had.. And mostly because of marcus interfereing with my life, My psychology and socialogy subject expired.. and have to renew it costing $150..

He is really slowing me down.. He still said that I must play CS with him everyday when I purchase it. My answer to it? "Fuck off man!"

Money and time doesn't matter..I could sacrifrice All of them to my buddies.. But with an attitude like that? NEVER!

I've already gave in.. I've had enough.. and I've my own problems..
So.. Get out of my life!

ArtixSkyx, Paul

2007-11-23T11:01:00.000+08:00

Hiya...I'm back~ and feeling freaking tired =.= home sweet home!
(LONG STORY & Using slight vulgar to express myself..)

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Tuesday
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Packed up my stuff (clothes towel etc.) to prepare myself to be away for afew days for marcus' chalet. Marcus asked me to meet him 6pm at westmall..so I carried my heavy bag all the way there and guess what? His work finish at 8.30pm (WTH!?) so I stood like a freaking idiot outside his salon and waited for more than 2 damn hours. After that, he still walked around the mall leaving me like a stupid follower before he head for his home.

After reaching..the first thing he did was playing counter-strike (CS) =.= not helping his mother in preparing food for his chalet. After bathing, he continued to play CS and me, being sleepy all because of following him wanted to sleep. And Marcus fucking don't let me. He said "I ask you come my house not to let you sleep okay?" And I was like thinking "like AS IF I want to be in his house" Well..I got patient with him and stayed up until like 3am. you know what he said during that time? "What to bring tomorrow?"...I think I need not explain what happens next.. I have to help him again.

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Wednesday
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Woke up expectedly early..reason being because his room is very dusty and dirty..as expected. Helped Marcus' mother to pack up the food. And helped Marcus to pack his ps2(I do the packing and cleaning of his ps2, He does the Watching). After all the packing, we took a cab to the chalet and I paid 1/2 of the cab fair..

Upon reaching the chalet and checked in, we encountered a problem in fixing the ps2 in the chalet's tv..not planning to explain more, later i helped to solved the problem.

Next..he haven't bought drinks, butter, bbq brusher and tibits. So we went to CHEERS to buy those. We ran back and forth afew times due to our "blur-ness" =.= and I paid a share of those things too. Later on, more of his friends came. Marcus' parents came too and I helped in the bbq-ing. Marcus had a surprise when he found out his parents bought for him a cake. At the end of the day there is only Me, Marcus and two of his friends. One left at around in the middle of midnight. Nothing much to say about the whole chalet thingy(nothing that interesting about the chalet anyway.. theres no "fun" somehow..or rather kinda obviously =.=)

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The 3 of us (Me, Marcus and his friend) Woke up at around 7..and went downstairs (the chalet had 2 storeys) and chatted. Marcus later on wanted to play games...and so he played..while me and his friend continued to chat with each other~ Marcus wanted us to watch him play, but we sorta heck care him. Soon after, he stopped playing and we shared a "big" can of beer. Shockingly, Marcus went back to sleep after afew mouthfuls of beer. We then checked out and I head to Marcus' place. His friend went back home.

This is where later on, I get really pissed off~ upon reaching his home, Marcus went to play cs. I was calling Mindy for a chat. Marcus, being nosey, wanted me to let him hear the conversation between me and Mindy. I said no and he scolded me? (WTF!?) and he is really irritating until I had to pretend that I went to bath and called Mindy in the toliet instead =.=

While still chatting, I went back to his room when he is still playing CS and sat on his bed. Marcus was also chatting on the phone. Then he just scolded me and ask me to stop chatting. It made me damn fucking dulan..he was talking on the phone why can't I? and WHO IS HE to command me what to do? Later on he still asked me to cook rice..while he can just sit back and play CS? Nabei..who he think he is sia..i'm not his slave. Just because its his birthday, I gave in and cooked rice.

Then, I have to accompany him to meet a girl friend of his at plaza singapura. And i followed them behind like some following bug while they are just chatting their way through. They went to a salon to do her hair.. then later waited for like an hour to do her make up..then headed all the way to marina square to meet her friend, then went to the entrance of some hotel to drop her there. I was following behind them all along.. (I could have used this time for other useful things)

Next we went to eat steamboat.. to summerize, I took all the food for him.

Then we went to Lunar, a pub or rather a bar located at Clarke Quay. $12 entrance fee..entitled to a free drink. Marcus ordered for me a glass of Vodka with coke and same for himself. Soon after we finished the glass, Marcus said he had no money(what the heck? if no money why still bother to come just for ONE glass?) So I paid a few jugs of Vodka mix since marcus wanted it.

What irritated me was, marcus stood up and dance like an "idiot" and was headbanging to the music as if people will get attracted to him =.= I mean..theres a dance floor, and he could go there instead. Well.. i woulden't say that its wrong..but his dance is totally cmi.. ITS TOTALLY UNCOOL! Then he kept saying some few girls kept looking at him. bhb? and obviously stupid.(they're just casual looking around the pub and marcus just saw them looking towards his direction)

Anyway..after 2 glasses of vodka, Marcus become like dizzy dizzy and slept face down at the table. Awhile later, he woke up and went out to wash his face and came back to have another 2 glasses of vodka. I wanted to order few jugs of beer, but marcus didn't want it Zzz... Another thing he made me damn dulan is that, because he is being a monkey around (headbanging[in a weird way] etc.) I'm like feeling damn sian..so I closed my eyes just to enjoy the music. That idiot kept hitting me when I close my eyes, asking me not to sleep when I ain't even sleeping! And when I said i'm not, he'll say "Don't bluff lah..I can see de lor..drink abit like that liao. weak." ...If I have alot of money, I'll not mind ordering more and see who's weaker.

At around 4-5am, i'm like damn sian..(and dulan) we went off and he was staggering =.= then later, sat a cab back to his home..

Just after 4 glasses? =.= whose more weak?

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Today
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Morning~ at 9.00 I woke up AND I coulden't take it anymore =.= I was supposed to accompany marcus to make his passport but NO~ before he woke up, I packed up everything and left for MY OWN SWEET HOME.. and here i am..

Marcus really need to change his attitude his vuglar words come out of his mouth non-stop and needs to be more understanding.. =.=
I paid so many things for him..helped him in so many aspects.. if it wasn't for me, his chalet would have been a failure. YET he still commanded me as if i must listen..
I guess I shoulden't be obliged to help Marcus..
Another thing..during his chalet, I'm already feeling uncomfortable when marcus wore an ACDC(Anti-Christ Devil's Child) Shirt =.=

And Sl~ sorry to say, i won't be buying cs from marcus.. maybe from mindy instead.
If I never went there..I would've used the time to do my assignments.. or some other more useful or fun! And spent the money on better use =.=

There are also things that happened are not mentioned for some reasons..I'll tell my buddies about it =)

As I look back and think of these days.. I can only point the finger..
Hate it..

ArtixSkyX, Paul

2007-11-14T11:33:00.000+08:00

Time for a short update again~

Yesterday went with Wai Mun to collect our O'level cert.. (we never collected it until now =.=) and when we came to our secondary school, certain parts of the school have changed~ they have like some like "The history of bendemeer" corner which was pretty lame.. and then there was the latest photos of all the teachers in bendemeer sec and i saw Mr Cui Mao Hai (i think that's how to call him)..the one that taught me and sl chinese. He teaches really well~ I bet me and SL woulden't forget him..WM woulden't forget him too (WM dreamt about him.. LOL) but his photo was just simply too...CUTE! and in that photo he's wearing our secondary school tie! xD

That's Mr Cui~ The top person of course.. (thats the only small pic I can find..=.=)

YET THIS PIC IS SO BIG(omg look at that "lovely" pose) =.= my sec sch principal.. (she leaving next month le..happy or sad? =p)

Theres some new facilities in bendemeer~
(Wow? wm would like it)
(Interesting..)

OK! Next, we headed to the office to collect our cert..and guess what? MY SCHOOL FEES ARE NOT PAID YET =.= and i expected to be like maybe $19 or so.. but its $65!! luckily I brought enough to pay, if not I can forget about taking back my cert -.- The office staff was unexpectedly really kind! and friendly! (why didn't we didn't have them when we were still studying there..) and we chatted alot. Later on WM and me found out that they were actually mother and son! Haha..they must be very happy working together.

After all that we went all the way to AMK to play pool.. we played like 5 rounds. I won 2 of them (by luck) lol and it was unexpectedly fun.. I thought it would be boring if it was just two of us but we laughed all the way throughout the game until the last round when we were too tired because of all the laughing lolz..

We decided later to have a steamboat at marina and while we're on the way something cropped up and its cancelled~ nvm friday we'll go again..(Anybody interested to come along? lolz) well at the end of the day I starved the whole day..never ate a single thing..Hungry >.< This morning had a bad gastric pain but felt better after I drank half a glass of milk ^^ HL milk of course~

And Shiet..my O lvl cert in Wm's bag -.- nevermind i'll get it back on friday...

Anybody still viewing this blog frequently? =.= (except for nicholas)

ArtixSky, Paul

2007-11-11T11:47:00.001+08:00

Updating time~

A sunday..church as always but without my parents again this time ^^. Yesterday my parents kept wanting me to go to mennonite church but I made a fuss out of it and woohoo~ I attended the morning service at thomson road baptist church WITHOUT MY PARENTS ^^ (just wanna repeat again..). As expected, I could listen better and learnt some things..but there's afew things I sorta regreted, I should have brought some friends along with me. Today's worship singing was the best~! And I really meant it. Its definately better than calvery baptist church where nicholas is attending~ too bad for nic..he can't come today. Oh well..I guess he would think its nothing lolz..but he missed it =.=

Okaaaay......exciting part over.. After church i'm like SO DAMN BORED =.= with nowhere to go since its still early.. So I ate early lunch somewhere nearby and walked around novena square. But when i just walked till the 2nd floor I gave up. The boredness was just unbearable =.= so i just gotta accept the fact that i'm heading home.. On the way back was boring as well, so I Sms-ed good morning messages to people~ Sadly but fortunately..at least one replied =.=
Now I'm back home and blogging here.. =.=

I decided to post some of my thoughts hmm.. I personally feel that I have really few good real life friends.. one hand could count them. I don't know if its a good thing or not, but currently i'm fine with it. Just that I would get bored very often. I have also close to none christian friends..meaning if I fall there woulden't be anybody to support me up.. =.= that's a weakness. Lastly, My buddies all have their partners close to them while i'm different.

Anyway i'm still bored =.= I don't intend on studying today..hopefully tomorrow. I guess i'll just have to find something to do (Drink water till i drown myself? lolz..) And a message for nicholas if you're seeing this : I'AM NOT EMOING =.= Its just some er..racing thoughts.. so pleaseee don't assume i'm emoing everytime i post things about what i'm thinking lolz..

Signing off~

ArtixSky, Paul

Its my life~

2007-11-07T14:50:00.000+08:00

Hmm..why I'm updating this time? simple.. I'm bored. Not that I have nothing to do, I'll do my assignment later.. Have a bad flu the past few days and it hasn't gone better yet. But it's fortunate that I didn't have a sore throat..(I hate that the most in flu) when I knew that flu was coming my way i drank lots and lots of water lol..

This year I've been losing track of time and days seem to pass by really fast. The year is going to end and i'll be another year older next year..life is short eh? seems like a long way but its quicker than expected..

Lately, I've been wasting too much time slacking around so much that I've noticed the change in me. Well, I'm back..I've awaken my senses as what I've told nic few days ago. I'll be a failure if I don't do some adjustments onto how I'm living..

Life has been given to me, I won't let it gone to waste..
Till next time..

I won't be easily influenced. Think I am?
Think Again..=)

ArtixSkyX, Paul

2007-11-05T12:45:00.001+08:00

Hmm..finally got the mood to update? lolz..
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1 nov~ (photos included..happy? =.=)
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Went to eat steamboat with mindy before meeting up with nic at vivo for a movie..but we arrived late for number of reasons lol..
1)Slowly strolled to the bus stop enjoying ice cream..

2)The bus took really really REALLY long to arrive..

3)slowly walk towards the Mrt station..

4)Overshot our station..Instead of arriving and dobby gauht(I think I spelled this wrongly) we arrived two stops later at orchard due to extensive chatting?

5)LOST our way in vivo city... =.=

Nicholas became quite pissed off because we're late lolz..the movie starts at 9.40pm we arrived at like 10pm? Fortunately the movie was good ^^ Stardust~ a movie worth watching =) you'll know when you watch it..

After when everything was over.. we slacked around for awhile?

Emoing?
Being childish by standing in the middle of the road? (Of course there were no cars..we woulden't be risking our lives if there were =X)

After all the "lame-ness" we hop onto a taxi..and Mindy, still haven't gotten over her "lame-ness" took another picture..

I just liked what seem like a dark mysterous figure behind her =X

Mindy went home after that.. and I went to Nicholas' house to stay for the night..

Walking on the way to Nicholas' place we stumble across afew dark places and decided to go to a place which was previously a cemetary~.. and being lame again we took pictures =.=
nic is Glowing~I'm Tired..

Glad that we never saw anything there.. although nicholas keeps saying he saw someting in the photos.. needed to zoom right into the photos to see what seems like a face in the surrounding.. (It's actually just the photo pixels =.=) its just his wild imagination =.=

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2nd nov~ (no photos..aw don't be sad..ok i'm being an idiot -.-)

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Woke up in the morning and just went home.. =.= and rot at home until the next day..

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4th nov (yesterday)

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Woke up freaking early(6.30am..without any alarm) just for the reason of going to church alone without my parents. I just want to spend sometime alone..I guess because my mood was bad.

However, I realised something.. I actually could understand better and listening more attentively in church without my parents beside me! well..that's something unexpected.. Although my father later said the message was sooo simple..(whatever..) A simple understandable message is better than a complicated confusing message which I won't understand.. =.=

I guess from then on I'll make an effort to go to church alone =.= or rather..without my parents.. anybody interested to go along? =X

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Today

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Boring~ a monday.. I woke up at 9am wanting to study but I dragged till afternoon and I still haven't start studying.. =.=

I just gotta focus on what I should do..

Till next time...

ArtixSky, Paul

2007-10-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

Whee~ pretty surprised that I'll update the day after my previous blog huh?..Well I guess I just feel like it lolz.

Well today.. I DIDN'T STUDY AT ALL.. rather, I went out with Nicholas and met up with Mindy at orchard area. She went for a haircut and umm I gotta say she looks much better lol.. We didn't do anything much though.. Nicholas and I slacked around while Mindy was buying her make-up foundation.. We had dinner after that and thought that we should head back home.

Nicholas and me went through a different route on the MRT while Mindy was on her own..and halfway through me and Nicholas decided to stop by Plaza Singapura to see a movie.. We watched "The Seeker" and it..seriously...SUX TO THE CORE.. basically it lacks action and many boring scenes. Some scenes seem that its going to get exciting but unexpectedly..it became a complete turn off! Because of some comedy in the beginning i'll only rate it 1.5/5 =.= It was fortunate for mindy because she coulden't make it to the movie on time..

Well along the way I became attracted to 3 movies that I would want to see.. Stardust, The Golden Compass, And...

SAW IV!!

I hope it would be nice..

Anyway.. thats all that I want to blog on. But just one more thing.. Let me show you a limited edition of...
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Farewell and goodbye~

ArtixSky, Paul

2007-10-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

Time to update again~..

Today was a hell of a tired day...I woke up at 9am thinking of resting for afew more minutes before I get ready for school BUT I fell back to sleep and woke up at 1.30pm =.=..
I thought of not going to school but I can't.. my maths subject course expires today and I have to extend the deadline by making payment in school.

So..I dragged myself to school, yawning multiple times along the way and paid $80 just to extend my deadline for 3 more months! Imagine what I can buy with that amount of money.. T.T
ok then later on I went to a classroom to do my quiet studies and as usual,I fell asleep for awhile before waking up to continue. What I've studied today was basically rubbish! as in.. I don't even understand what i'm reading =.=

After hours of torture~ I accompanied Nicholas to funan to collect this lappy which he sent for servicing days ago... had dinner together and spent some time slacking around before heading back home..

I'm so damn tired nowadays..

LOOK AT MY DARK CIRCLES OMG!! I DON'T WANNA BE LIKE "L" IN DEATHNOTE~

Eh..eh... I RARELY POST MY PIC IN HERE HOR =.= I post this just because you can see how dark my eye bags are.. I guess I need a long hibernation period to recover~

its 11.59 now.. one more minute till the next tireing day..

Till next time.. yawnz~

ArtixSky, Paul

2007-10-19T11:39:00.000+08:00

Finally a time to update my blog! Nicholas have been chasing me to update =.= well sorry my blog have been stagnent for 2 weeks due to my studies..

The last two weeks was feeling really stressed out...however it didn't made me study like hell. I went to ShengLoong's house one of the days to study, and spent only 2 hours studying..the rest of the 9 hours i spent was SLEEPING =.= and one day studying at home for 3 hours..the remaining two days i studied at United Square macdonalds for 5 hours each.. so altogether i only spent 15 hours studying =.= and out of the 15 hours i think 3/4 of the time i'm daydreaming haha...
Well.. yesterday was the day of my exam and it was a failure. I only knew 8 out of 40 questions.. needless to say, its a confirm flop =.=

No matter the result..I went to marina for steamboat along with Mindy and Nicholas. It went quite alright.. i actually wasn't full but later i took pictures using my mobilephone until i became full..(for some unknown reason..=.=) And sadly I scalded my hand!! my precious hand! T_T the hot melted butter splashed on my hand..and now theres burnt marks on it =.=

On the way home i didn't feel so well..maybe its because my mind is given a chance to be free from studies for a day or two..and allowed other thoughts to come in =.=

But at least the day didn't pass by boringly =)
Although this post is boring =.= agree? lolz.. till next time..(It'll be soon)

ArtixSky, Paul

2007-10-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

Wisdom calls aloud in the street,
She raises her voice in public squares;
at the head of the noisy streets she cries out,
in the gateways of the city she makes her speech:

"How long will you simple ones love your simple ways?
How long will mockers delight in mockery and fools hate knowledge?
If you had responded to my rebuke
I would have poured out my heart to you and made my thoughts known to you
But since you rejected me when I called and no one gave heed when I stretched out my hand,
Since you ingnored all my advice and would not accept my rebuke
I in turn will laugh at your disaster..

I will mock when calamity overtakes you-
when calamity overtakes you like a storm,
when disaster sweeps over you like a whirlwind,
when distress and trouble overwhelm you.

Then they will call to me but I will not answer;
they will look for me but will not find me..

But who ever listens to me will live in safety and be at ease, without fear of harm.."

2007-10-01T03:16:00.000+08:00

Yoz~ Okay.. something new and LONG to post..

~The presequel into preparing "A Jar Of Cookies" for nicholas birthday gift~

Two days ago~ which was saturday.. (omg time flies) Our clan gathered together to celebrate nicholas' birthday~ which was actually "TODAY" but well.. we celebrated in advance knowing the fact that his birthday falls on a school day =.= anyway.. you wanna see the full story about it you can view nicholas' blog~ ^^

Well anyway..i just wanna say about my experience in helping to prepare cookies for his birthday..

~A week before the celebration~
I went to mindy's house to err..learn how to bake? Honestly..I did not even have the slightest idea on how to bake a cookie or muffin =.=.. First we baked muffins~ and it turns out that Mindy's muffins were burnt..and mine turned out alright! ^^ so she dumped her muffins and ate mine~ altogether she only ate two..and I had to force myself to eat the remaining four =.= and after that we called it a day~

The next day we baked cookies~ Mindy made strawberry jam cookies while I made chocolate cookies. It turns out that her cookies were perfectly good, mine turned out perfectly horrible =.= and I actually twisted my shoulder while making the dough for the cookies~ (hands got too oily and slipped when I supported myself up..-.- OUCH!!)And later on Mindy's dog Yoyo sneaked in and ate a whole lot of butter O_O and of course got a BIG scolding by you know..(who else..?) Anyway.. As I left mindy's house and went for church, I have my father to try our cookies~ My father liked her cookies...and almost got choked when he ate mine =.=

~A day before the celebration~
Mindy and I decided to meet up at tpy central to buy somemore ingredients to bake more cookies~ We intended to meet at like 7 plus? But the bus trip to tpy for me was like one hour -.- so we arrived there at 8. It was late.. but Mindy got hungry =.= so we ate at sakae sushi. And it's the first time I saw Mindy got KOed so fast! XD I guess I've made the write choice by asking her to buy a set instead of just eating sushi ^^ After dinner, we went to NTUC to buy STUFF for the cookies~ And we went looking everywhere for a suitable jar to put the cookies in but with no avail =.= A short while later, the NTUC closed. And it's already very late..So we were like thinking "how? if cannot find a jar then no choice lor...put in a plain plastic container lor..." And as we're walking we fortunately came across a shop and bought a what seem to be a "plastic container with little design" =.= anyway we had no choice.. it was our ONLY hope of finding something suitable in the last minute =p *Opps~*

After reaching Mindy's place we rested for what it seemed like 10 minutes and went on to the baking process~ (lazy to explain in detail liao) anyway.. a few cookies got burnt, and we ate some of it =X and we slacked alot when coming to the end*Opps again*.. but managed to have enough to fill up the jar..uh i mean "plastic container with little design".. The whole process lasted from 10.45pm - 4.30am and after helping Mindy to arrange her school stuff..it's like 6.30am before we went to bed=.= We got to be at sl's house in the early afternoon the next day..and i was thinking "How is Mindy going to wake up early tomorrow?" (I can..she can't) She told me to wake her up at 10.30 in the morning.....

~The day of celebration~
It's 10.30am...and what happen? as expected..Mindy coulden't wake up. No matter how much i shook her she woulden't get up! Continued shaking her up for an hour but with no avail =.= So I went to bathe first and not long after.. she woke up~ -To cut it short- We prepared and got ready then my father came and fetch us to sl's house. We also fooled nicholas into thinking that Mindy isn't coming for the celebration~ (I bet he must be sh0 sh0 disaqqoin7ed norhx..)
Anyway..upon arriving, we waited for Wai Mun to come and we head up to sl's house together..and when nic saw Mindy, I bet he became sh0 sh0 happie~ =X
Next?..Wala~ the celebration begins....

One of the outing photos~(Lazy to post more lah..) Unfortunately Xinyi had to go and therefore unable to join us..

Had a great experience baking xD

Lastly, I wanna say it in my blog..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS HO YIT WRONG uh..RONG!

That's all for my post~ Sl, If possible post the presequel of your experience of cooking and baking a cake with xinyi~ =p

ArtixSky, Paul

turning solitire~

2007-09-16T08:17:00.001+08:00

After a night of thought, I guess the person really at fault for causing this is me. I was the one who first got pissed off at the first place which caused all this.. causing nicholas to doubt me. And I was the one who caused my good friend mindy to be angry more than once. It was also my fault to cause conflict between nicholas and sl. I should have all kept it within myself..shoulden't have shown my emotions. If I haden't done all that, we would all be still the same.. everything was resulted by me. I ruined the trust we have for each other. At first, I thought I was a victim..but actually i'm the culprit..
I hated people like that..but it ended up I was one of them. A simple sorry won't solve it neither can I forgive myself for it.

Thank you for those who said that i'm a nice person. But as you can see, i'm not one. Who knows.. I might even be your enemy in the future. So stay away, for you will eventually hate a person like me.

As for my good friends and buddies..I honestly say that I just "felt" like dissappearing from you guys. I haven't made much impact nor changed anything in your lives.. And i've caused much trouble for you guys. I'm just a person who accompanies anyway. If only a there is a technique that makes everyone around me forget about me, how good would that be. I visualize the things we've been through together.. If I fade away "me" in that picture, it woulden't make much of a difference. Still however..because of the help you guys gave, has helped me and made me learn a lot. So thank you guys, for the experiences you given me.

I don't mind being alone without any friends. Just me and my parents would be enough.. just like my younger days. So why am I pondering about why I felt so left out and that slowly everybody is going away? When it is actually something good.. Think positive eh? haha..

I guess this blog served its purpose.. - to say out something in my mind which I can't say it out in person..

Till next time~
ArtixSkyX, Paul

2007-09-15T04:14:00.000+08:00

Yo~ its been a long time since I blogged =.=..well not that long though about a week?
I'm glad that I have at least some people who visited my blog frequently to see if there are any new posts ^^ but sorry to give all of you dissappointment always lolz..so my sincere apologies. (Actually you all can just chat with me on msn though..)

Few thoughts are running through my mind this afternoon when i was chatting with my friends and a new friend i've just met said "You all are really so good friends" and the first sentance in my mind was "yeah.. but for how long?" of course i didn't really say that lolz..

It may seem that when we have really good friends, we hope this friendship will always last forever. I have my buddies and known them for many years; but the life is really different.. we each have our own lifes to go and only once in awhile, we meet up together for a casual outing.

Take this for an example: when you're in primary school you have good friends. After moving to secondary school you made new good friends and sort of forgetting your primary school friends most of the time.

So what the future holds? We all don't know.. we can anytime make new friends in an new environment and neglecting or forgetting old ones. Why am I thinking of all these? Coz at times, for some reason I feel closer to other friends than to my buddies lol~ (not implying that i'm gonna forget you guys lol..just "FEELING")

A new working environment, no time for each other, disagreements, misunderstandings, and arguements are some other reasons for good friends to part their ways..

Anyway.. just hope that after many years and hopefully till the end of time, my buddies and I will still remain in contact with each other..

Well some other stuffs~ I've had my english exam last thursday and OMG I don't even understand even one question in the paper..and its sooo complicated and "chim". Some of you guys might think "OMG ITS ENGLISH AND IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE UNDERSTANDABLE!" well.. take this for example:

In the sentance "We are requesting that all students take the test" state which word in the sentance is a subjunctive noun clause?

well anybody understand? lol.. there are other things like.. to find the meaning or difference or word which represents..

Adverbs of space, time and sequence, time expression, and reduced to participal phrases..

Indefinite article and definite article.

Articles with quantifiers or with count and non-count nouns..

Adverbial clauses of time, comparison, contrast, concession, purpose, and cause and result..

As well as others like infinitives and gerunds etc.. and more~ but its too much.

Well.. any of you understand what it all means? if you do please tell me =.=

But however, good news.. i got 56/100 for it.. and I anyhow guessed every single question~ haha..

Overall..i'm carrying on with life for the sake of just living.. and for some of you who think that i'm not ok being alone~ its fine with me =X a friend put his msn nick as "PEOPLE CANNOT WIN AGAINEST THEIR LONELINESS" well i can say "I CAN!"

Thats it for today
..thanks again for those who visit my blog frequently~

ArtixSkyX, Paul

Hi again?

2007-08-26T15:49:00.000+08:00

Hi~ how's everyone doing? there hasn't been any much movement in my blog for awhile *_* is it because i don't update often? lol..

Okay~ well.. i don't really know what to blog about today..is it really necessary to update a blog frequently? i mean..if today its just a boring day, won't it be a boring post? haha..alright well.. at times i wonder why do people want to have blog? Fashion? Trendy? A place you could write your thoughts to?(and let people view it) why instead of a diary, you choose a blog? =X

In a diary you could write almost anything..your true thoughts..what you're thinking..what you're feeling.. ANYTHING! but in a blog, you gotta think "what should i write to make this post viewable and interesting to viewers?" and sometimes what you write isn't true at all~ its motive sometimes is to attract viewers.. The famous blogs in the internet are mostly blogs belonging to girls.. so basically why are they famous? They post alot of pics of themselves...and therefore attracts all the "di koh" pple to their blog.. well i'm not saying all famous blogs ARE like that..but from my point of view and some info on the television i think most famous blogs are..

You know honestly.. i hate people who blogs and think that they are "SO DAMN RIGHT" lol..as in they go and make posts complaining about how people "act cute" in their blog etc. my comment to those people blogs who think that they are so "dua bai" is.... "get a life, you have no business with other people's blog" Hmm..one of such blogs is a blog address fiona gave me.. but i forgotten.. =.= i'll see if i can get it from her again and let you guys see what sort of blog i'm talking about *_*...

Well...anyway i can do nothing about it.. people have their own blog and its up to them what they wanna post.

So..why did i blog? Basically its because umm..it seems kinda fun decorating your own blog..as in putting in your own blog song etc..and you'll view your blog with a sense of AWESOMENESS~ lol... as you all may see.. i don't really like to post alot >_> and what i post..is honestly nothing really personal~ If i'm not in a good mood i may post something alittle tiny winy emonistic~ but overall everything is all within myself ^^

Cya~ hope this post isn't boring... -_-

ArtixSky, Paul

School stress

2007-08-22T12:04:00.000+08:00

Hello again guys~ My studies are so stressed and also "boring" nowadays.. I have to report to school everyday to do my studies =.= it's compulsory and said by the director of my school.. This monday and tuesday i went to school and it was soooo dull and boring. I fell asleep within 20 minutes! and because there was no one in the classroom i slept there the whole day..no one even bothered to come in lol.. I think studying at home is much much BETTER than in that boring school humph..at least i could study more at home than in school where i'll only fall asleep.. what about today? hahaha you could say that i pon school again ^^ i actually wanted to go to school today but i woke up late and i was like.. "gah.. heck care this school. i'll go tomorrow"

My pockets are empty! I'm broke for this month~ the past two weeks money has been pouring out of my pockets like water! Ate pizza hut, sakae sushi buffet, played in a LAN shop "twice" and watching the movie "881"..not to mention the transport fees. I'm not a rich kid..neither from a rich family~ (although i hope to be in one..) oh well...i gotta save save save~

My mood isn't really that good nowadays either..i've been sort of shutting you guys out lately? lol i guess i'm thinking too much~ sorry if i hadn't chat with you guys lately, hope you would understand >_>

Thats it~ recently just added a blog-msn like thingy~ feel free to play with it awhile XD

I've also changed my blog song..if you think the previous song was still better~ then tell me via cbox, msn or of course the blog-msn like thingy ^^

ArtixSky, Paul

blogging = boring?

2007-08-14T13:52:00.000+08:00

Yo~ anybody still viewing this?...hmm i'm sorta getting bored in posting nowadays(can't you all just chat with me in msn?)...bleh~ but i gotta retain this blog huh?...it sure is a burden lol.

At this moment of posting i'm feeling rather bored. Got stuck in my assignments and have nothing to do at the moment..so it just struck my mind that i have a blog!(i forgotten about it few days ago..) so i decided on blogging now..at least i have something to do hahaha..

9th of Augest...National day! Singapore's 42th birthday! yet i'm not interested...lol. I skip parts of the ndp and only watched the performance by Mayflower sec because my audi mei is in there. However i don't know which is her.. =.=. At this day,me,nic and marcus were supposed to go catch the movie "rush hour 3" However~ there were no more seats =.= so i went to marcus house to stay overnight instead..

Who is marcus? a buddy that i've known for 7 years~ since when i was pri 5 even before i got to know my buddies nic,sl and wm..

Marcus~ (marc)

To make things fair~ i'll put pictures of my buddies ^^

sheng loong~ (sl)
wai mun~ (wm)
And finally~ nic! (Changed pic due to an unhappy request from nic himself =X)

Ok~ let me continue~ marcus' house have a pet pomeranian dog named Ginger..umm a brief explaination~ she is quite hyperactive and likes to lie upside down in front of people for belly scratching~ and she is jushx sh0 sh0 cuuuiiitteee norhx~ sorry for twiting =X here are the pictures:
Cuuuuuuute~
Rawr~ =X

I hope to spend more time with ginger but i think marcus jealous la..and want me to pei him instead of ginger LOL jkjk =p

The next day(10 aug) nic and wm came and went to watch "rush hour 3". Before that we went to play arcade at vivo city~ hmm i just say that it was pretty fun~ (not going to explain in detail as it would get boring because its a looong post) the movie was funny but sadly too short..after that my father was sh0 sh0 sh0 sh0 kind w0r~ send each and every of us safely back to our own "sweet?" homes ^^

I don't bother telling about the rest of the days as they were just pretty normal~

Nicholas' blog is really interesting~ (as in..the chatbox) Attracts alot of commotion eh? isn't that fun? not like mine..it's pretty much quiet =.= but i don't want to be like nic..whose chatbox is being bombed. ^^

Anyway..HOPE that i'll be able to think of blogging again =X or anyone can just nag at me and remind me to do that =)

Till next time~
ArtixSky, Paul

haiz..

2007-08-03T00:09:00.001+08:00

Hi Hi~ it's been more than 10 days since i last blogged *_* sorry about that..was busy with stuffs.. just wanting to let you all know that i haven't left my blog to die ^^

Today was quite bored at home..but nicholas called me and ask me out since he was bored too haha.. we met at plaza singapura and umm ate in some japanese resturant called ichiban something =.= forgotten.. and there was this set meal that was quite worth it haha well i abit lazy to explain about it.. then after that we went to the arcade and hmm..played afew games with ALOT of money..and we got attracted to one of the fighting games but the character were all girls =.= it's the new game that came out along with the initial D stage 4..its cool =X and i completed it within 2 trys ^^...well anyway i kinda wanna thank nic today =X at least today isn't that boring...maybe that's how life is? lots of problems..yet a little enjoyment settles it down..

ArtixSky, Paul

slacking?

2007-07-18T17:55:00.000+08:00

Hiya again to all...these few days i've been slacking alot. studying but going extremely slow..I'm supposed to go to school on monday..then i dragged to tuesday and then till today wednesday..and i'm still not in school =.= i guess i really gotta make an effort to go tomorrow..can i?

well these few days i've been seeing an anime on veoh.. "jigoku shoujo"..yeah the one that is showing on arts central. Why am i watching that? well "SilverRose" talked about how much she liked it and i decided watch afew episodes and find out more about it. surprisingly~ i watched on and on and watched one full season in a single day =.= basically it consists of many short sad stories(some are pretty lame though..and boring). The first few episodes..i think around 1-5 is almost the same.. but eventually the main characters slowly unfolds their mystery.. and that's when i find the anime is actually nice to watch.. there are action episodes involved but only around 3 episodes but still it makes a nice calming anime..sometimes you get glued in it and you really wished some person in the anime would die =X anyone who hasn't watched it before and have some freetime..feel free to watch afew episodes ^^ anyway it's like er..the anime "Ghost Hunt" ba..many short stories.

...ok anyway some updates for my blog..

removed audi mini game.. why? its pretty boring LOL
Added a new blog song "Nightmare by sNoW" the opening song for jigoku shoujo season 2 which i'm currently watching to..well.. ease my boredom ^^

That's it for now~ ciaos

Peace out~
ArtixSky, Paul

Some "temperory" updates?

2007-07-14T18:38:00.000+08:00

Hello to all again~ ahaha sorry for my previous post i think it seem not appropriate for some *_* anywayz i won't be typing much today...a saturday and i have nothing to do again ahaha sad isn't it?..but well i was browsing the web when i thought of browsing through Audition game from other countries~

http://www.auditionsea.com/ - AuditionSEA website
http://audition.nexon.net/ - Audition America website
http://au.9you.com/ - Chinese Audition website
http://au.hk.9you.com/ - Hong Kong Audition website
http://danpara.nexon.co.jp/ - Japanese Audition website
http://audition.bugs.co.kr/ - Korean Audition website (BUGS)
http://audition.roiworld.com - Korean Audition Alt. Website (ROIWORLD)
http://www.clubaudition.com - Korean Audition Alt. Website (CLUBAUDITION)
http://www.clubaudition.com.ph/ - Philippines Audition Website
http://audition.playpark.com/ - Thai Audition website
http://www.17t58.com.tw/ - Taiwanese Audition website
http://au.vtc.vn/ - Vietnamese Audition website
http://www.ayodance.com/ - Indonesian Audition website

ahh~ yeah i spent most of my time today browsing these sites *_* and coulden't help but feel that auditionsea is such an outdated game compared to others >_> you'll see what i mean if you browse those sites especially korean hongkong taiwan and china sites lol..

Anyway some "temporary" add-ons removal on my blog~
1)Audi mini game! its so darn easy to play =.= but try to get x15 perfs for all modes ^^ i did it
2)Must see sites~ on the left-hand side ^^
3)removal of the blog song~ so the mini game could be played without distraction~ ^^

oh~ the mini game overlapped some part of the posting~ i don't know how to position it properly *_* but still i'll remove the game in a short while~ ^^ enjoy~

Thats all! short post huh?..ciaos~

Peace out~
ArtixSky, Paul

BORED ONCE AGAIN

2007-07-13T16:50:00.001+08:00

Hello once again to all who read my blog.. My days seem to be pretty much dull lately, if i go to school, i'll only be studying alone. If i stay at home..what else? i'm alone at home. Entertainment? nothing seriously interests me when i'm alone. Haha, i kinda envy those who find some "light" in their lives and are happily laughing and smiling day by day even when problems come upon them.

Everyday seems to be dull for me...studying alone is utterly the most boring and i can fall asleep after studying for like 10 minutes?.. I get so bored and have nothing to do most of the time and it feels so...lifeless *_* while my friends are enjoying themselves in school with their classmates.

My social life is pratically dead~ because i'm not really a sociable person therefore i don't have many friends (real life) not like my friends..for example nicholas! (i always liked to use him as an example) my friends are 1/50 of his and i'm not exaggerating~ but basically i'm fine with it. why? because my nature is to like being alone and close-up so nobody really knows what are my thoughts etc..

Let me ask you guys something..how much friends can you handle? is it the more the merrier? do you sometimes think that you have too few friends? or maybe too much? having friends is an important aspect in our lives..it makes your life seem brighter and having friends have many advantages~ for example helping you out in your work, solving your problems, teaches you things that you don't know about and providing you with information on this and that. so basically if you don't have alot of friends, you won't know much about the world trend! (like me..) however, do you think too much friends might cause problems as well? let me catergorize the 3 types of friends we usually have..not counting partners (bf/gf)

1)Besties
2)Good friends
3)normal friends

What happens is that when you have too many friends, you oftening find it difficult to cater to their needs, example if your group of besties wants you to go and watch a movie with them and at the same time one of your good friend wants your company. Usually you would choose to go with your besties and find an excuse to reject your good friend's company. But what if your good friend treated you as his or her bestie instead of just good friends? woulden't your rejection have an impact on him/her? so this is the kind of problem i'm talking about~ you can't cater the needs to all your friends..and some of your good or normal friends might treat you as their besties and vice-versa..

ah~ well i sound like i'm giving a lesson =.=...anyways i'm really feeling so darn bored right now that i just had to bleh everything out..nobody's online in msn currently it's almost 5pm~ and i've been wasting the past 9 HOURS of my life doing nothing! moreover it's a FRIDAY! darn..i wished somebody could be online eariler in msn or at least send me an SMS to ease my boredom!(hello~ anybody thought of me when i'm not around? LOL THAT'S GAY)nvm anyway i'm used to being alone =.= life..maybe i'll blog about that the next time~ i wonder how many would be interested =/ (maybe none.. since i feel that more ppl are getting bored of my blog? hmm..maybe i shoulden't think so negetively..maybe they are busy and have no time.) anyway...till next time then..*sigh*

peac...ugh whatever..
ArtixSky, Paul

very bored..

2007-07-10T11:36:00.000+08:00

Hello to all who read my blog again~ YESTERDAY i didn't manage to blog because i was too tired... I have been in school from morning till night and after that i went for a haircut..now i looked like a geek~ since my hair is short now.. ok well and yesterday went to eat roti prata for dinner with my parents and we sat at the table when a guy comes and said "ni yao chi she mor?(what do you want to eat)" i looked up and OMG IT'S AN INDIAN! and he speaked chinese to us all the time and i was like wow *_* and his chinese is goooood~ ok well after that i came back home and came online awhile and fell asleep after that..

And now..TODAY~ since i slept early yesterday i woke up around 8 in the morning..ate scrambled eggs with tomato sauce and really really SALTISH sausage that my mother cooked for breakfast..after that my parents went to work and i was like WOOHOO TIME FOR AUDITION! since today i didn't go to school..so i kinda wanting to enjoy myself today.. i found out from a person IGN "Anyhowpress" that audition still have hackers around.. i met one who was using this hack.. this person was only level 11 and the first round he lost to me in 8k and then the 2nd round he switched to 188bpm dbp 8 *_* and you know what? he did all the fm and even crazy fm..i was kinda suspisious about him but "Anyhowpress" kept "suaning" him about the program he used etc..and after the hacker left, he told me about the hacks circulating around in audi..SO! to all audi players~ if you see a person who can do 188 crazy fm 8k! or maybe even 4k! and lags~ and misses the normal moves that person is confirm a hacker ^^

Me and nicholas bought 10k a-cash each last sunday and we bought some stuffs in audi~
purposely inverted the colours so you won't see me properly =p( i know thats lame..) And look how gay nicholas' character face looks~

Ok~ i shoulden't talk alot about all the audi crap in my blog but when i was playing the audition bulletin showed "Audition is going to have a patch starting from 1000hrs to 2200hrs" and i was like WHAT!? 12 hours!? today i'm supposed to destress myself! T_T ok well i played until it was exectly 10am when the server closed and i checked the forums and they said the patch is only for "bug fixes" =.=

so well..i'm blogging now coz i'm really bored~ and i dont' know what to do..it's almost 12pm now..still quite a long way before i can at least chat with some friends on msn..
Well~ i finished blogging..signing out ^^

Peace Out~
ArtixSky, Paul

A bad sunday

2007-07-08T21:09:00.001+08:00

Yoz~ well today was a boring sunday.. i was supposed to go to church in the morning(10.30am) but my friend Nicholas coulden't make it so had to change it to evening (5.00pm) instead. well i'm fine with that but the weather today was dull and makes me feel moody and maybe some of my thoughts contribute to that as well, therefore my mood was pretty bad.. Before going off to church i sort of have a short arguement with my mother which lasted less than one minute. We sort of arrived in church earlier than expected..the service starts at 5 but we arrived at 4.30, so we sat at the santuary and waited. Few guys came to us and asked if we wanted to serve in the church by doing urshering and said that i could join in urshering meeting next week.. Well it somewhat felt like i was being forced..(you all know..churches always do that..makes you feel that you can't say no) but WHO CARES? i was not in the mood..and besides why must i do urshering when i'm actually interested in sharing the gospel to people who don't know about God? We are living in the End Times now and yet many people around me don't know about the gospel! why force me for some stupid urshering? yes..urshering is a way of serving~ but i'm not gonna serve in that aspect.. and you know what? today's message was "rubbish"..
Here are the reasons:
1)i don't even know what the pastor is talking about
2)the new translator doesn't translate properly at all
3)instead of preaching~ the pastor is telling stories..sharing about people's lifes.. and relate to almost nothing from the bible..

Well out of all the bad stuff..we did had an unintentional laugh on the songs before and after the message because of the lyrics..it was "people need the Lord" and this was the chorous and it was repeated many times.. well this lyrics in english wasn't so bad.. but if its in chinese it'll be "wo men she yao zhu" and the singing was bad that the "zhu"(God) sounds like "zhu"(pig) and me and nicholas was laughing non-stop even though we tried to control ourselves haha..but it was still very obvious that we're the only ones laughing in the santuary while the others were singing.. we tried to control because we know it's not right..but the moment we looked up at the lyrics we broke into laughter again! And we continue laughing throughout the night even after the church service..

Forgive me heavenly father for thinking about this..i pray that this woulden't happen again as it felt that it was making fun of you..

well overall today's day was kind of moody one..now i'm back home and blogging while auto-downloading the latest episode of d-gray-man who is just out while i'm in church ^^ and of course i'll be going to mennonite church next week~ no way i'm gonna join the urshering meeting..and i really really really HATE being forced! the more you force me the more i repel~ that's me =)

okay~ thats all for now..signing out~

Peace out~
ArtixSky, Paul

uhh..i'm back

2007-07-06T14:14:00.001+08:00

AH~ i'm back! sorry to the people who have been looking at my blog daily only to find it hasn't been updated~..here's my reason - I wanted to blog some days ago and found out that my blog is actually locked because my blog is suspected of a spam blog =.= well i requested an unlock from them and they apologised..so i guess i'll forgive them ^_^(..who am i to say that)..

Okay~ well..during the past days was like any usual experience many youths around my age had - ups and downs, fustration..and of course stress! But at the same time it has some fun and laughter.

well i'm not going to tell about what happened during the days~ because it would all be one whole big essay and you'll fall asleep even before you even read finish 1/4 of it (i was exagerratting[darn..forgotten how to spell]..) and also most likely i won't be blogging very deep personal stuff..not like a friend of mine ~_^

Alright~ i'm gonna share my opinions of the minds of the people around my age based on what people told me and my personal experience~ ^^ and when i say "mind" i'm not blogging about the brain and the parts of the brain or the sensory neurons. its the way the mind tends to think~(not based on psychology)..simply put it.. the thoughts of people.. as well as what they dream o.O

from my point of view, people around my age usually has more negetive thoughts than positive thoughts DYA? and proberly due to too much watching of tv dramas makes you create scenes like in a tv drama that you would actually think how pityful you are~ (like in the tv dramas)..like the most common example - you have a partner~ (bf/gf) and both of you have been getting along well with each other until one day this person seems to treat you coldly. - what would you think then? many possiblities..lets look on one thinking possiblity..
*he/she doesn't like you anymore like before -- he/she has a 3rd party -- both are secretly hanging out without letting you know -- you found out -- he/she tells the truth and walks away -- you would think life just sux.*
another example is for most people with siblings..if your parents sided your siblings and gave you a hard scolding..would you think that *your parents doesn't care for me anymore -- they prefer your bro/sis then you -- links back to the time your parents cared for you -- links to your friends -- your friends are more closer to other friends than you -- you're all alone -- nobody cares about you -- life sux.*
hmm..i tried to make vivid examples but i guess they aren't so vivid after all lol.. anyway if you notice, when you think of something negetive, you think far far far into the future.. your mind creates imaginary scenes that isn't true and it goes on and on leading to depression. When you think of something positive it doesn't really go that far~ strange isn't it?

Now..for dreams, how good it would be if you could choose your own dream huh? sadly, it is most likely not possible. your mind do the creating of the scenes and the creativity of the things happening in the dream. have you ever dream of something and woke up thinking "why did i dream of that?" i read a book about dreams and remembered that it said dreams are often to balance out an emotional factor in you..for example maybe you're feeling sad, you dream of something happy, and when you woke up you'll feel slightly better. I don't know how true is this..but i did experience something different.. i was feeling down and i dreamt of something which make me felt worse after that!
you'll never know how creative your mind can be..sometimes your dream contains something that doesn't exist in this world..example.. i dreamt before of a useless but creative toliet whereby when you stand on a platform the tolietbowl would "spin vertically" =.= this type of toliet is useless to people nevertheless its something that doesn't exist and your mind creates it.(not you)
A friend told me that when you dream, it is actually your soul that leaves your body and wandering about(ling huen chu chiao). When you hear a sound or gets awaken by something you'll feel a thump which means your soul returns to you and you wake up. I personally think it isn't true..because if your soul is wandering about..why do we dream of impossible things that doesn't exist? there are many unexplainable reasons about dreams..i believe some dreams does tell you about what's gonna happen to you in the future..but most of them are just pure crap =p

As for my day today..it's downright boring..actually i wanted to go to school today but i woke up at 12pm =.= so i decided not to go and used the comp till 3pm and slept again till now when i'm blogging~ =D and take note~ those stuff that i typed above~ don't take it too seriously ^^ it's just my point of view haha no evidence involved~ ^^ signing out..

Peace out~
ArtixSky, Paul

2007-06-26T23:00:00.001+08:00

MY DAY~

Today's day is a very boring day..lets see.. I woke up and had hardly anytime to eat and went all the way to school to do my assignment only to find...

Emptyness.....

well nevertheless I sat down and and studied for 8 hours and guess what? I NEVER FINISHED DOING MY ASSIGNMENT! I only read 40 pages of the textbook.. why? because its so freaking boring =.= the text book is full of words and names of phycologists i read until can sleep..besides the air-con is so cold and freezing and with my jacket and being all alone its so nice to sleep..

Omg..this book has the same thickness as POA..and i gotta finish it in less then 4 months!? =.=

Okay.. then at 6.15pm i rushed down to the nearest MRT station at tanjong pagar and sit MRT all the way to novena..and ran to trbc (thomson road baptist church) and have some introduction course by the BSF (bible study fellowship) my father wants me to join that..BUT I DON'T WANT T_T...well not that i don't want but i'm already stressed out from my studies..but my father keep forcing to take it now..well the introduction course is kinda boring though.. i've been yawning throughout..maybe because i've been studying for too long or maybe their lectures are kinda boring..

Well..after that it was around 9.15pm and i waited for my father for almost 30 minutes and he sent me back home.. on the way i sort of have an arguement with him because i kept insisting that i don't wanna join this bible study course..but well in the end the argument ended but he still wanted me to join and i don't =X so the arguement lead to nothing. After that we had our late dinner somewhere nearby my flat..then went home =P

..Anyway, Thanks for viewing this! I'm "drifting" off~~

Peace out~
ArtixSky A.k.A KaiserLord, Paul

Buddies intro~

2007-06-25T19:12:00.000+08:00

Hiya~..to myself.. and to all who are viewing this.

Okay, well due to one of my buddies' suggestion to update my blog frequently so as not to let it "die", I'll give in to him this time =)

Well I'm blogging today about my Artixgroup mates ^^! most of them are my buddies too..First let me name them..
1. ArtixWindX (Sheng Loong A.k.A SilversoulX)
2.ArtixStormX (Nicholas Ho A.k.A Chaoshydra)
3.ArtixCloudX (Wai Mun)
4.ArtixFrostX (Kwang Ta)
5.ArtixSnowX (Xinyi)
6.ArtixSkyX (Me) the name "sky" sounds pretty "show off" =.=

okay well i'll be using their real names and some shortcuts and most likely more shortcuts in posts to come or if i were to post more people's names.
(Sheng Loong = sl) (Nicholas = nic) (Wai Mun = WM) (Kwang Ta = kt)
People viewing this (most likely not..) please take note of those ^^

Sorry if i'm gonna write alot.. hmm.. well I first met my buddies when I was in secondary 1
back then we were pretty much different.. we're more matured now somehow ^^!
I got to know more about nic when we argued about something at our school gate and i shouted at him "Shut up lah! you big nose!" haha because that name "big nose" just popped into my mind! and he replied "My nose is not big!" lol anyway because of me his nickname "big nose" has become a popular item in secondary school ever since =X But hes so tolerent even when we kept calling him "big nose" i guess because of this special attitude he made lots of friends..
As for wm..i got to know him during a school break time when he was giving a "talk" in and some classmates crowded around him talking about someone XD i won't tell who but later this person became a popular item because of him haha..anyway thats when i get to know wm.
And lastly..sl =P why do i wanna put him last? well it's because he bought us together by bringing nic wm and me to his house.. you know when i first saw his room i was like WHOA! a comp.. a big tv.. with ps1 and "2" ps2! well..it was later then i know that one was english and the other japanese verison..haha..but still his house feels like an arcade! And i was made uhh sort of "popular" among my buddies during that time because of a game we played at sl's house and i remembered sl said if anybody could beat him in that game.. Well to put it short..wm lost, nic lost, but i won and they got shocked O_O. ok well since then we have been buddies for the 6th year now..during the these years we had ups and downs, arguements and misunderstandings but still came together eventually =D

Okay! i hope i didn't type too much..if you wondered why isn't xinyi and kt in? well not because i don't have any respect for them.. but it's because they are people i met later on ^^. Xinyi basically i got to know her through a game called "wildcannon" which has closed down. Sl and me met her at the same time in the game. Sl and xinyi paired off pretty well and eventually.. they got together ^^ Congrats! (sl..thank me for introducing you that game.. Muhahahaha!.. just kidding ^^!!) and well...as for kt isn't really that interesting though..Nic got to know him first and later i got to know him though nic. =X

Bleh~ i hope i didn't type too much as it would be a headache to read.. (not hoping many people will read but at least my buddies will..) But paiseh leh.. i put too much ".." but blog mah~ what i'm thinking i write lor..more freedom haha. Okay that's it i'm off~

Peace out~
ArtixSky A.k.A KaiserLord , Paul

Testing post

2007-06-25T01:42:00.001+08:00

Welcome to my blog! Feel free to enjoy the music.